February 2010
January 2010
bob marley?
i can’t believe i forgot about this but bob marley is the whole reason i first started thinking of getting a tattoo. i know his quotes are over-used and all that, but some have gotten me through rough patches. and that sounds incredibly dumb because the rough patches in my life are probably equivalent to the roughness of linoleum or something completely not rough but i’m a drama queen...
confession
i’m addicted to thinking and looking up tat ideas. PLUS i’ve gotten… i wouldn’t say encouragement or support from my mom, but i’ve got consent and the promise that she won’t like me any less if i got one. that’s a big step from the disownage i thought i would receive. so rib tat, here i come. if anyone has ideas, suggestions, opinions, criticisms, whatever...
playaplaya, too dirtay
it’s been fine and i’ve been distant and things have been going well. i’ve had a number of boys and you’ve had your girls. and then you started talking about emotions. and it was okay because i ignored yours because it’s always than denying our own but then you brought mine out. or created some. i’m not sure what you did but now they’re around, floating in...
it's the little things
i have been reading other peoples blogs aimlessly for the past … well, too long, and been at a loss because i wanted to blog but had nothing interesting to share. don’t get your hopes up, i still got nothin’ but boredom gets you doing things. anyway, so i’m sitting here, reading blogs and listening to bryan adams - just a current favourite - and my phone rings. first of...
“If I’m not the one thing you can’t stand to lose… consider me...”
– Reba McEntire, Consider Me Gone
“Let’s leave this town and run forever…”
– Yellowcard, Ocean Avenue
“Shut up. I wear heels bigger than your dick.”
– dirtylittlestylewhore
quoted instead of reblogged b/c “than” was spelled wrong. sorry.
my life be like (pathetic)
i have gone through all the lectures and tutorials of eeb216 buttt i’m still needing to hcore cramsesh tonight. after 3 hours of american lit. fun?
i have to figure out what to dress these characters in. iiii don’t know… whattt you’re looking for… something like that. ugh.
fuck, i just remembered i need to go to awards & admissions still.
it’d be nice to...
leopard seals! →
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my life is funny
in a i ripped my skirt, the rip went up towards my bum, i had an interview to go to, kind of funny. in the funny that my heart was honestly racing and i felt like i was going to scream and vomit at the same time when the cute boy in english class walked in after i truly believed he had dropped the course. is this a crush? because i feel like a FOURTEEN YEAR OLD GIRL. which is fine, i mean,...
7303 days old
that sounds kind of epic, no? anyway, a lot of people (okay, like three) have been asking about new york. shortly put, it was a lot of fun and i’m tres thankful to my sister who was nice enough to put up with me for a whole 4 days. kudos and love to her =)
but what a trip be without a list of expenses?
1 pair white jeans, forever xxi $12.50 (i have been wanting these for a long time)
1...
pooh & piglet
Piget: Pooh, how do you spell love?
Pooh: You don't spell it, you feel it.
i apologize
for being so presumptuous in assuming that i’d get the blue jays job. let’s see if they’ll even take me this year, i’m SO stankin afraid they’ll turn me down. i hate rejection, i wonder if there’s a phobia of it and i wonder what it’s called.
drinkin thinkin
minus the drinking. but here are some things i’ve been thinking about:
i’d like to study abroad. if i did a summer abroad i’d definitely want to get a working visa, too. but i really don’t want to spend a summer taking a course.
but i kind of have to since i’ve only been taking 4 courses/semester and at this rate am never graduating. slash am graduating in 2013...
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“A wise girl kisses but doesn’t love, listens but doesn’t believe,...”
– Marilyn Monroe
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“I want a lover I don’t have to love
I want a boy who’s so drunk he...”
– Bright Eyes, Lover I Don’t Have to Love
i love asada, i love buttle, i love aladdin. →
mao asada and jeffrey buttle perform to a whole new world. for some reason, this made my heart stop a little. or beat really fast. whichever one makes more sense.
hi, i'm from vancouver. w'sup. →
honesty is the best policy
but sometimes, it’s good to bite your tongue and keep yourself in check.
but then again, sometimes doesn’t happen often or sometimes we slip or sometimes… we really do just believe honesty is the best policy. today i said something quite frank to a girl on the pom team completely without meaning to - but i guess that’s kind of what honesty is: your thoughts unedited....
“I feel sorry for people who don’t drink. When they wake up in the morning,...”
– Frank Sinatra
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brush the dirt off yo shoulders.
rejected by a man who claimed he’s not interested in girls.
still debating whether this is funny or insulting. i’m going with funny…
save the drama for yo mama. →
Fighting is a part of the NHL. end of discussion.
maybe i'm just a flake?
okay so after posting the previous two blogs i asked a couple roommates of mine if they ever just felt like leaving. it went a little something like this:
me: do you ever just feel like leaving?
guy: *looks up from book* what? leaving where?
me: anywhere, wherever you want
guy: uh, no? *back to book*
me: what about you? (to guy #2)
guy #2: just feel like leaving?
me: ya
guy #2: leaving here? well sometimes. like to go back home
me: what if someone came up to you with round trip tickets to anywhere in the world?
guy #2: for when?
me: today
guy #2: no i got matches this weekend *resumes video gaming*
so maybe this is a reflection on myself. on my lack of commitment to anything here, my flakey attitude that makes me feel like i could cancel on anyone, even my bosses. i have to work this weekend. friday, saturday, monday, and wednesday. and yet if someone (someone i like, know, get along with, trust, etc) said hey want to leave for 5 days for australia (or anywhere hot really)? i have free tickets. i'd be there in a heartbeat. so maybe it's a reflection of who i am.. or am not. but does that make me a bad person? i'd of course find subs to take my position so the jobs wouldn't be left hanging. i just don't know how anyone turns down round trip tickets to anywhere in the world that costs zero dollars for a game. but i guess to them the cost is potentially a position, an opportunity to play the best game of their life, and the cost of bailing on a team. that stuff i can understand. but that doesn't stop me from leaving.
“Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely...”
– Iris’ facebook status. unsure of who actually said it :p
let's blow this popsicle joint
sometimes i feel older than my age. it doesn’t help that i get told that i act older than my age. i mean, obviously not in the goofy stuff i do but… well, i don’t know how other people see me but i just feel older than my age. i’ve always looked up to one of my best friends for her ability to find happiness in everything that she does. she finds laughter in even the darkest...
maybe resolutions aren't a bad idea
1. read BBC’s 100 books 2. travel outside of the continent 3. study or work abroad 4. IF i work for the jays, save the money. 5. keep on working out every other day 6. eat healthier 7. stay on top of readings not fall too far behind on readings. 8. think more of others 9. compliment people more.. but still only if i mean it. 10. listen to better music (amy, i’m going to need to steal...
“Look, in my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you...”
– Juno
burrows, we know you're right. →
w'sup wednesday
10-1130 cla232 (orrr not…bcsl shiat instead) 1130-1 gymnase 1 shower & eat. eat & shower. that dilemma again 2 reeeaaad. ss? 6-9 eng202 (aka death) 9 moooovie. with alex. i know i said no more alex buttt… i’ve never been one for self control.
side notes:
i keep pushing boys away b/c i don’t want a relationship. OR MAYBE it’s because my sister has instilled...
eng234
the first class, i fell in love. not a big deal. today, i learned his name. even more minor detail. he’s beautiful, AND he participated in class. with an intelligent comment. and some wit. heeelllloo potential. now if only i could get him to do more than just look (glance quickly) and smile (perhaps out of fear) at me. hmm… what to do.
i love falling in love. and by in love, i mean...
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Burrows vs. Auger. Auger needs to get fired. →
