julia

I just realized I’m half a credit away from being an actual third year student. because I thought it’d be a great idea to take 5 years of school. so I’m actually still in second year and can’t pick courses like a grown up third year but have to pick later with the fellow second years on July 9. 

excuse me for two seconds WHILE I DIE A LITTLE. fml.

on the bright side, I finished my french placement test. on the down side, I’m not sure where my passport is. the two have nothing to do with each other but I’d like to go on vacation soon. although I guess it all depends on the honda indy. this is me thinking out loud. tomorrow is Canada day! I haven’t seen fireworks since I left home. as Lor said - Canadian fail. I don’t like when people use the word fail. or epic. or win. hi, we’re not gaming. 

is anyone’s Rosi telling them their course selection time yet? grrr.

sweat, sacrifice, success.

got new headphones. $35? really, Apple? really? ughhh. going for a run though tomorrow. going to run til I drop. hopefully I don’t drop until 5+ km. 

oh, wishful thinking. maybe i’ll yell at myself and put myself down again until i finish like last time. apparently self hatred or competing against the self works.

peace out flub, you’re gonzo. my new headphones will make sure of that. …? ha.

and SOL i do not appreciate being called retarded. one of my most despised words. along with gay, fag (unless referring to a cigarette), and… well, i don’t like the words lay and lie because i get them confused but that’s different.

and i received an email for jforce to work 3 hour shifts at the honda indy and at one promo event before the race weekend. 

each shift pays $75. 

heeeeeelllo one of the best emails i’ve ever received.

bg,

hi friend. i refused to say we were dating and so you don’t count as an exboyfriend, but you were one of my favourite boys so you’re my exboy. that makes sense, right? i thought so.

you’re a ridiculous person. you are smart, athletic, and who knew that you’d get a job, too. you’re close with your family, you love dogs, the beach, and lazy (slash football) sundays. you hate country but like john mayer and actually, i don’t really know your musical preferences. weird. you like to party but you like to cuddle, you open doors, and you made me smile. you don’t do your hair, you look good in sweats or suits, you tease me, you don’t put up with crap, and you can take what you can dish. you’re within my preferred height for a boy, and you have pretty green eyes. yes, i said pretty mister quarterback. 

thanks for being the first boy i ever really, seriously liked. and thanks for not hating me when i got a boyfriend and didn’t tell you. and thanks for texting me randomly and always on my birthday and making time when i’m home. i didn’t think you’d turn out to be a friend even after i left.

when i want to settle you remind me that there are nice boys out there. that’s probably the most important thing about you.

love,
me. 

Day 01 — Your best friend
Day 02 — Your crush
Day 03 — Your parents
Day 04 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 05 — Your dreams
Day 06 — A stranger
Day 07 — Your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 08 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 09 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

just so I dont have to go to page 2 (or more) to find out which letter Im at, I’m going to post this every so often so I can just scroll down and see what letter to write :)

i like these words

• wonderful
• absolutely
• amazing
• wanker
• fabulous
• dang
• iridescent
• doodle
• blimey
• devastated
• rejuvenated
• certainly
• hola
• aloha
• clarity
• pickle
• ridiculous
• feel
• persuasion
• do

i don’t know why

allisonerin:

It knows it must outrun the fastest lion or it will be killed.
Every morning in Africa, a lion wakes up.
It knows that it must run faster than the slowest gazelle, or it will starve.
It doesn’t matter whether you’re a lion or a gazelle

when the sun comes up you’d better be running.

hello unfriendly and potentially the hugest liar stranger I’ve ever met,

remember me? it’s the fresh faced, eager to please, naive little girl you met on Spadina just north of Queen St West a week or so ago. remember how I picked up a twenty dollar bill and remember how your arrogant ass came along and smoothly said it was yours, and like an unknowing child I just handed it right over to you?

yeah, I hope you remember and I hope you were telling the complete truth or I HOPE YOU CHOKE ON A TWENTY.

hoping karma bites you in your derriere, 
me.

PS. I need to write a letter to give-twenty-dollars-away-to-strange-man version of myself and yell at her. dumb bitch. 

I’m working the Twilight: Eclipse movie premiere tomorrow. for Twilight lovers, don’t be jealous. no one famous will be there I’m sure. for Twilight haters, don’t judge me I’m getting paid $18/hr and I need it to pay rent. that or my horrifyingly large cell phone bill. or my internet. or my hydro. fml. maybe I can audition for a role in Twilight - asian vampire? I think so.